My name is NAWAL

Subhanallah! What a lavish praise!

I'd like it to stay as unique. So the least popular, the better (^^D)

Gift baskets! (^^D)

Source: http://www.themeaningofnames.org/?n=Nawal&m=&d=&y=&go=Go

Just so it'll stick in your brain.. Hehe

Discovering what myself may be like through being a Nawal

I'll elaborate on this later :')

More about Nawal (^^D)

I always knew I'm unique! People tell me I'm one of a kind, hard to find!

Rupa-rupanya, its because of the name itself! My NAME! NAWAL! \(^^D)/

I'm positive now good things are coming in my way very soon! \(^^D)/

It's obviously a girl's name! How can people get so mixed-up in their brains :p

OBVIOUSLY!! Haha

My own rating. Hehe

I tried to be humble in certain categories at least... Hehehe (^^D)

Subhanallah. This sounds so true (Choking back grateful tears)

Subhanallah. There's more truths than not.

I LOVE BEING A NAWAL!

Hehe... All Nawals out there! Here's from me:

The best thing about the name Nawal, is NAWAL! (^^D)

The best thing about the name Nawal: there's no nicknames! 

My name is only Nawal! No additives, no prefix, no suffix!

If my name wasn't Nawal: I'd probably feel less special today! (^^D)

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 I so love it when people call me Nawal when they talk to me. 

"Nawal makan apa tadi"

"Nak tanya Nawal something boleh?"

"Nawal sihat hari ni?"

"Saya tunggu Nawal kat bawah ye"

"Nawal...Nawal.." (geleng geleng)

If you're a man, you'll melt me.

If I'm being sulky or angry, call me by my name tenderly, and I'll double melt

"Nawal........"

Stop calling me Nawal, and instead use awak, kau, u, kamu...

 I stiffen up again...

Unless you call me...

Sayang.......

I MELT AND MELT AND MELT~~~~~~
meowww~~

Hehehehhehe..


Mr Right Guy,
I really hope you get to read this.
Hee..

Alhamdulillah. My name is Nawal! Part IV (^^D)

This is interesting! Here's some data of how popular the name Nawal is given to baby girls. And on 1986, only 12 baby girls were named Nawal!!! WOOOOWWW!!!!!!!

Nawal's popularity trend. How the name Nawal has become popular over the years (^^D)

  

On 1986: only 12 babies were named Nawal!!! I feel even more special now!!Thank you Abah! Thank you mak!! Thank You Allah!! (^^D)

http://www.ourbabynamer.com/meaning-of-Nawal.html : Source

Alhamdulillah. My name is Nawal! Part III (^^D)

I have no idea what I should think of. Water? Vulture? Lion?

Alhamdulillah! My name is Nawal! Part II (^^D)

Not / never a fan of numerology. Hehe..But why not, this is getting exciting (^^D). I love my name even more now!!! Thank You Allah, for blessing me with such a UNIQUE wonderful name! (^^D)

I am quite all the above, insyAllah Alhamdulillah. (^_^)

I do!! I am all the above! Wow! These numerological thingy is really awesome!

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Ok, here's the part where you're completely wrong about me.

Positive traits: I'm NOT AT ALL Organized, methodical
I'm messy, uncoordinated and sooo disorganized
I am practical in the way I see things and solve problems.
I like to be relied on but due to my biggest problem of DISORGANIZATION,
I can't be reliable all the time(hehe,embarassed)
Honest: Emm...Not really, not all the time.

Negative traits:
Rigid: Nope, I'm very flexible and very impromptu
Judgemental: Sometimes, when my low self-esteem comes creep in
Too cautious: I've mentioned I'm impromptu, so nope, I don't really think, so I can't be cautious

And I don't have eyes for details. I am soo sloppy, details are the last thing I care about. Everything else sounds
 somewhat true though...I guess..Maybe...If only I understand your English correctly...hehe

Perseverant? Hmm...I feel like giving up all the time. But somehow I managed to get through
Self-disciplined? Not! My dad once mentioned I was born intelligent yet lack of discipline.
If I'm disciplined enough, I'd probably be studying abroad after high school..Hehe

Powerful? I don't know...I sometimes would prefer be nice than right. That can't make me powerful eh?

Hehe...see...I've made no comments about the negative traits. Neither agree nor disagree :p

Career: Athlete?? So wrong!
Entrepreneur: I have great ideas, but not quite a good manager or executer or doer :p
Financial services: I don't know. My own financial management are screwed.

I do daydreaming most of my time!!!

Hahahaha.....





OOO YEAH!!!
CONTINUE IN PART III \(^^D)/

Alhamdulillah. My name is NAWAL - Part I :D

Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah.

After finished writing my first post, like some 30 minutes ago, I do feel good! Writing does makes me feel better. Knowing someone, somewhere, someday may read my writings make me feel even great! :D

So that feel good factor.

Then I viewed my first post with pride. But my eyes were stucked to something.

It was my name.

And out of no reason, I googled for my name.

This is what I found.

And it continues make me feel good :)

Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah (^^D)

I even have my name spelled in American Sign Language!  (^^D)

I didn't know my name was quite a hit in the internet!! There were so many websites talking about it! Here's one: http://babynamesworld.parentsconnect.com/

OF COURSE!!! MY PLEASURE! HERE YOU GO!! \(^^D)/

 More:

Mawas

Mawai

Nawai-my kid name which I love so much though

Wal - no, this doesn't offend me too ; )

Nawar

Shawal

I used to think to myself: WHAT'S SO HARD OR DIFFICULT WITH NAWAL!

Or: OF ALL THE NAMES, WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE NAWAL,ABAH?? CAN'T YOU GIVE ME A NAME THAT SOUNDS MORE NORMAL, MORE LIKE OTHERS??

My technical team lead, in the office, he used to call me Newal, thus spelled it Newal, and I've corrected him thrice before he got it right.

Sorry, not telling (^^p)

I don't even like sporting. Hehe.
And I'm supposed to wear some eye-aid, but too lazy to (^^D)

There's more in Part II (^^D)

Why A Blog?

I have a diary. I have Facebook. Why would I need a blog.

As cheesy as I have made myself sound in that tiny part of introduction about  me, yeah, because I like to ramble.

I can ramble my heart out in my diary, it's my personal space, no one's gonna judge me for whatever I write in her.

As much as it cures me off by writing all those things running in my head, there's somehow something missing.

Yerp...MY diary, as the name suggests, is personal and not to be shared

HOWEVER...

When I read about something, I want to share. When something bad happened that day, I want to share. When something good happened that day, I want to share. When I see something funny I want to share. When I'm angry, I want to share. When I'm in doubts, I want to share. When I'm feeling down, I want to share. When some thing bugs me, I want to share. When some thing inspires me, I want to share. I guess its the big family factor, sharing makes up a significant big part of me.

I've rambled enough, shared my thoughts and feeling enough, too much sometimes in Facebook. The not so fun thing about sharing it in there, is when people who know you (or think that know you) read anything you write in there, they may sometimes get clouded by the previous impressions they have on you. And so in retrospect, when I write things in there, I have succumb to the desire to make an impression too. 

When I write something that went wrong that day, they would say I'm careless. When I write something that caused me to feel down, they would think I'm hopeless. When I write some dreams I aspire to achieve, they would think I'm unattainable, when I write my thoughts on guys, it becomes a subject of scorn, when an unmarried lady talks about thoughts on marriage, it becomes annoying, when I make myself strong, they think I'm being a smart ass. When I make myself gullible, they make me think I'm craving attention. I know...I know...I think too much and now I'm rambling.

But there are times too when a lot of people read my status updates and think I'm too cute and lovable and my stories are some times, readable with a smile :)

And there are people who fell in love with me (or thought they fell in love with me) after reading some of my life events...Hehe.

Yeah, my facebook has become too much of a display. As much as I need to share my thoughts, I know I need to respect other people's feeling. It would be awkward, when I write some things in there, especially the not so-sweet-or-cute-lovable ones, he / she might get that sting on the tail. Yeah, I've to admit, sometimes those stings are intended, but sometimes the consequences doesn't really make those thoughts shared, much worth it.  Relationship will get stinky, friendship may turn sour, and a love chance may blow apart in shatters. And once its out, its out.

I've probably started this first post in a wrong tone. Hehe...Yeah, I've made a statement, rain makes funny things to me, these are one of those retrospective moments when writing in a diary is not much of a help.

I am a lady who needs to be reassured everyday. And as strong as I try to be, I need to be reassured by someone. Yet as fragile as my feelings can get, I'm too proud to ask for someone to provide those much-needed reassurance. That's the time when a random browsing of a random word in the internet can sometimes lead me to some random words of inspiration by a stranger. Sometimes, they make me smile, sometimes they make me go "hey, that's exactly what I thought, but never had a word for that!", sometimes they provide those calm soothing words, sometimes they make me go "I always thought I'm the only one who do / think like that!", sometimes they speak right to my heart, and even if I wasn't being physically or verbally reassured, I do feel sometimes, somehow better.

And a word of reassurance from a stranger, are sometimes a great cure, for they provide you those reassurance without judging you :)

That's why I choose to blog. Who knows, while having more freedom to share my thoughts, I may inspire a random stranger too :)

The best quote (or story) isn't about having the most beautiful or the longest words, but the one that matches our feelings when we read it

Yeah, that's how I get sometimes, especially after a status update :p

Maybe that's how all of the sudden, I become at peace.
 Because someone out there is actually praying for me :D

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